Painted my blog post with pictures ^^ :P

 I have always shown you my busyness in work, which reading my post brought you more sophistication in you. Today I am more excited to announce you that, ‘This is my week of complete freedom :P no agenda, no coordination of dance, no remedial classes. I am floating in air, lightest me :P’

 Sadly next week the school opens up for teachers to begin remedial classes and the following week will be the complete work week. :D 

Today I have brought you a news, Please listen!

 Last Saturday evening, Samcholing MSS nailed annual variety show and things went amazingly well! I am too lazy for a long post so I will just get straight to the pictures.

Have a glance :) 

Plesant evening ahead.

 

 

Smiling Wide ^^

Current facial expression of mine :P
...edges of mouth
 reached almost bottom of my ears..

 Hello everyone,

I hope you're enjoying your weekends. I've been thinking about my weekdays, and yes, its busiest week. Cultural practices for annual variety show in the school made a week an absolute nightmare. Today our school is concluding an annual variety show, with 34 items in total… I hope our brilliant students will colour the stage with special inbuilt talents... 

 I craved for weekends and you are here, profound thanks! My favorite season is around the corner again. Summer SERIOUSLY is humid and full of leeches here.  I'm NOT a fan of humidity and creepy creature. .. Sometime, I wish to make blood sucker into two halves but I cannot do that, as they encompass a life as well(yes, I am always a Religious minded Rupa, wink! :P just an adjectives here. :P )

So, the best way to prevent humidity and leech is by staying indoors, watching Gopi bhahu(Sathiya) and exploring few more channels provided by ‘Trongsa Cable Service Provider Pvt. Ltd.’ :P haha 

Today, my blog have brought a new visual treat to you(I mean a logo of CBB at right_Top of my blog :P)Now you are looking there? Yes! I ddn't lie to you alright :P haha… If you have visited my little space earlier; today you will see a massive change in my blog design :P I have just borrowed prices less blog design from Mr. Sherab. I checked the zakar and it says it’s a fine day for construction/reconstruction of anything, so I have painted my blabla blog with the base help from him. 

 Now I am smiling wide, wider than ever, my side edges of mouth reached almost bottom of my ears. I smiled wide: Just to welcome my favorite season, to enjoy weekends and to see my blog a profession one… wink ;) haha I mean to say, blog design huh, not my write up. My write-up is always blabla… 

Happy weekends to you! 

Buddha Bless You. 

P.S: Sherab, Nameysamey Kadrinchoelah… May your blog flourish with 1000’s of visitors each day and may your blog be useful to upcoming bloggers… haha :D Shhh! I am serious here :D

Dear Blog ^^

My Mom left today. She had stayed for a week to take care of me, and now there’s a vacuum in the apartment…

I stood by the roadside holding my phone wrapped inside my handkerchief in one hand and chips in another hand and sobbing softly, when she went inside the bus. Even though I am mother of 101 children, teacher of high school students, I behaved like a scared 2-year old. I wiped away my tears without the notice of any one. 

When the air is just warm

Mom left me waving her hands, “Eat meals on time, if you are scare to be in the apartment call any student to accompany you.” She whispered. Infact, that’s what I usually do.  I nodded by shaking my head… I couldn’t speak at that moment, as I am full of emotions; I knew my voice will shake, so I was mute in responding her  :P.  I waved back to her and whispered safe journey. I was treated like a princess. Nobody can replicate mom. Yes! mom is mom… 

Do you have the kind of feelings that you want to hold back and never let anyone know what you feel; yet you can’t just resist letting them know? If yes, do appear with me for I am feeling that way today. I wear big specs bigger than my face… Luckily I have big face so my specs really fitin, else I bet I look like a supendi(comedian character in comics). My eyes were swelled because of SobSob. So, I can wear big specs and hide everything… :P

I am saying more often, I am not the kind who would sit with everyone to have a conversation talking all about me. I’m more on the listening side than do the talking system. My friends know about me, Rima knows that, Ugyen sir know as well :P I talk less. Yet today I feel so different like I wanted to grab my mom’s hand if only she’s with me right now and have the conversation throughout the day talking all about my week and plans. My mom had been my very best friend all the way. It’s unlikely now because I’m living apart from her and the sharing’s of my everyday life had been limited. 

I miss her DEADLY :P (My friend Mahendra use this word frequently :P ).

Then I remembered you, a loyal friend, and a silent confidante.

Patiently waiting for me to write. Something. Anything.

So I did. . 

P.S: Reader, thank you for being with me. I appreciate your reading! Those who just pass by my page I whole heartedly welcome you, thank you for sharing your time.

Happy Thursday everyone!

Enjoy your day!

Momentary feelings in me ^^

Summer was quickly fading away. it gives me that sad realization that summer is quickly waning. It is silly to ponder though. Today is a bright beautiful summer day outside. August flew by in much the same manner as July. Busy.

 
Autumn it always seems to come too soon, when we're still thinking about summer days. I have found it even harder this year, since the summer was so wet(creepy creature) and cloudy and because of that murder case I experienced a dreadful days every time.  Sin-dey(soul of dead people) getting into ones soul and speaking? Was that true? Do ones soul gets into another person and talk? Sigh! Gloomy-Scary-Tried… and I feel my home as hunted house, broom lying on the floor, a drop of water falling in the bathroom, a rush of wind disturbing my window curtains made me to run away from home… I was sick of these feelings since last few days. I called my mom to be here with me and she is the only best friend that I owe here. My girls here in the hostel always accompanied me before the arrival of my mom :)…

 

Photo: Google Rinpoche...:P

Tomorrow I have planned a rimdro (puja) at home, I hope every big-small demons living inside my home will be chased away and I will gain peace in my mind. :P I don’t know why I am feeling like this, since then I used to be a very strong girl. When I was growing up my parents always told me how strong I was. As a homeschooled student, I didn’t feel that I could properly gauge that for myself. What happened today?  I distinctly remember the thinking of my dad, “does my dad really think I am strong? Or is he concerned that I am not too strong and that is why he tries to encourage me?, my dad says I can even kick all demons and with full of praise I used to walk alone towards rest room in the evening... I struggled with this question until I get into high school, feeling uncertain about myself and my abilities. You know, when I was young I used to pretend that I wasn't afraid of anything.  It made me feel cool - like I was braver than most people.  If my mom called me on my bluff and asked me to dispose of waste food in bin, I would put on my battle-face and do my best to get rid of it without letting the panic bubble to the surface. 

 
I don't pretend anymore. It was a genuine fear that I had and today finally I proved to be a weak lady, with all dreadful fears in my mind… Wearing feeling of fear in mind is awful … you know yesterday, I was on my way to monitor breakfast, in between dining hall and my home lies kitchen, and I just wanted to enter kitchen, since students were yet to settle for breakfast.

 
I entered kitchen. I saw Auu N**a(cook) sitting comfortably on a chair, with his crossed legs and he was genuinely smiling at me but I ended up saying, “Azaiii” and came out... L what he might have felt looking at my reaction? I really need to get out of these creepy feelings. But  how??

 
I was neither a huge movie watcher nor an enthusiast reader but these days’ beautiful-emotional movies and smooth good books became my only friends to drain out my scariest feelings.Everymorning I have held back my brother till girls return from their morning studies, I don’t care if he delays in reaching to the school. I am selfish here however, I had no way out. I called my mother to be with me atleast for a month, “We have lots of work back at home, it’s a season to harvest cardamom, to uproot the weeds from the paddy field, not only that she also have to look after the poultry and dairy back at home.’ That’s the sentence spoke by my dad when I proposed and forced my mom to be with me at lest for a month. “Dad, I will be keeping her for a week only,” I declared.  She reached here yesterday, I am happiest of all to be with mom and now my scariest feeling is also fading away. My mom talks nonstop, unlike me.  I am praying and wishing hers long stay with me.

 
You know, I cannot watch movie on my laptop or in my small TV screen. So,I always take projecteor of IT lab down to my home and project movies for myself. I prefer more of animated movies and bollyhood…which were more up my alley to fulfill my su-tumn scoop... behind this I also started to offer daily prayers to KenchoSum. Now becoming a good lady infact :P haha…

 
Every time your heart starts to beat out of your chest from fear, being uncomfortable, or getting stuck in a house where nothing is familiar, it’s a great reminder that you’re alive.

 
P.S: Auu  N**a(cook), he returned that day to school from him being the victim of getting soul of our  late student Sonam Dorji(That is the reason I ended up saying aziii :P) … I have lighted butter lamp for you, recited long prayers to you dead soul Sonam, please find your way to heaven and RIP. 

 
To my friend here, every day that you wake up alive and healthy is a great day. Never forget that.

Thanks for being with me.
Xoxo

Celebrating Achievements of 2014 ^^

Samcholing Middle Secondary School was established in 2009 as Lower secondary school, later in the year 2012 it was upgraded to middle Scondary School. The first batch of class ten students was graduated in the year of 2013. It is a rural school situated in hills under Trongsa Dzongkhang, Drakten Gewog, which is almost 33 kilometers  always from heart of Trongsa town. The school is currently staffed by a Principal, 18 teachers, two ADM assistant, a librarian, a lab assistant,  4 cooks, 2 sweepers and a caretaker. The school roll is currently 354 students out of which 219 students are boarder.

Our current philosophy is to provide learning programs that are challenging and appropriate to the present and future needs of our children – Skills for Success. The school recognizes its responsibilities to meet the learning requirements of all children including those with special learning needs and within its general teaching programs. The students participate in a range of interesting learning activities that are frequently linked to their own lives and the local community. Students are encouraged to participate in education outside the classroom...  

So, in the year of 2014 SMSS was commended as one of the top 10 school across the country.
These achievements does not belong to teachers only, it’s a combined harvest of all the members of our school. We have a very committed and enthusiastic Board(board here is a parent leader from each village, in total we have 6 members in a board chaired by gup) of Trustees who is clearly focused on providing the best possible education for the students of this community. They have affirmed the following rights:

Students right to learn

Teacher right to teach and

Parents right to keep their children safe and sound.

They have made these three affirmations the focus of their governance role. The Board’s relationship with School principal and staff is positive and supportive. The school has two parent support forum in a year, the PTA(Parent Teacher Association). PTA will be held right after the beginning of the school and after the mid-term examination result. Here, the school's achievement information is well delivered to all parents at an individual level, to support learner engagement, progress and achievements... 

Yesterday we celebrated the achievements of our school for being top ten school in overall performance for the year 2014 at Middle secondary level(Class ten), Khenpo was our special guest and he made an inspirational speech about working hard and aiming high. Congratulations to all my colleagues here. 

Vision is our primary source of information;  My Photos  Is One Easy Way to Clearly Convey my Messages To You All… Please have fun ;)

Program started with serving thuep (porridge) 

Then tea was served with snacks... 

The aroma of cypress incensed the air

Teachers on the way to MP hall where main program
 was held…

We were lead by our students with the traditional song Labey-labey :p plus blowing of trumpet by monks.

“Wisdom is not a product of schooling but of the lifelong attempt to acquire it.” 
― Albert Einstein

Welcome dance by students.

Marchang ceremony

Guest on their place :P

groupie  

Students entertained us with different cultural program :)

My duk duk heart :P

Sreved deshi :)

Labey, announced that next list is certificate awarding program for all the teachers and staffs of 2014, sadly those new comer didn't get any certificate :(

These achievements does not belong to teachers only, it’s a combined harvest of all the staffs of our school.

No worries I was there in 2014 :P as a very hardworking teacher :p haha

My smile says, 'Yes you deserve this certificate :p.'

Khenpo awarded the certificate of commendation to principal :) Kadrinchoela khenpo for your inspiring words. 

DAncing and dancing :) never gets over ! Sigh!!! :P

Yes yes romance here :P 

I am attatched with talented bunch of people who achieve success everyday ...
 Thank you for being with me...
Love you loads...
Take care.
Plesant Sunday evening to you :)
Please donot invite Monday :( 
Sob Sob